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I knew this was going to be miserable. I told myself that the whole walk up the stairs, the whole time the senior sisters were locking everything on me, the whole time they were laughing and taking photos for the sorority scrapbook.
The shackles clicked shut around my wrists first. Cold, heavy steel with maybe eight inches of chain between them. Then my ankles, same thing, same tight fit, same dull weight settling against my skin. The collar came next, a solid band that sits right against my throat and doesn’t give even when I swallow. And the chastity belt, which the senior sisters made sure to cinch extra tight while they were at it, the steel pulling flush against my pussy before they locked it and dropped the key in their pocket.
Nobody told me why the new rules existed. Nobody explained what this was supposed to prove. The email just said “weekend initiation, new tradition, mandatory” and listed the restraints like a packing list. I could have dropped out of the sorority, I guess, but I’ve been in this house since sophomore year and I’m not about to walk away over a weekend. Even a weekend like this.
The room is one of the initiation rooms on the third floor. Pink walls, pink carpet, a dresser, a mirror, and that’s it. No bed. No phone charger. No anything. They took my phone when they brought me up here and said they’d be back Sunday evening. That was three hours and fourteen minutes ago, not that I’m counting, except I am because there’s nothing else to do.
I started on the floor, sitting against the wall with my legs stretched out. The pink sweatshirt rode up immediately, bunching at my waist and exposing the flat muscles of my stomach, the gymnast core that I spend five mornings a week maintaining. The chain between my ankles dug into the carpet and pulled every time I shifted. The shackles on my wrists clinked against each other with every small movement of my hands, and the sound got old fast. Everything got old fast. I couldn’t tug the sweatshirt down without an awkward struggle against the wrist chain, and every time I tried, the fabric pulled tight across my tits, outlining them against the pink cotton before snapping back up.
I tried leaning against the dresser instead. The height was wrong for sitting, too low to rest my back against it comfortably, too high to prop my arms on. I shuffled over to it with my ankles chained together, taking these ridiculous small steps that made the chain swing and bite. The movement made the sweatshirt shift with each step, the hem swaying against my thighs, the fabric brushing across my tits with every shuffle. The collar shifted against my throat every time I moved, a constant pressure that I couldn’t adjust or loosen. By the time I reached the dresser I was already breathing harder than I should have been, my chest rising and falling visibly under the pink cotton, and the frustration was building in my chest like something I wanted to scream out.
The chastity belt is the worst part. The steel sits flat against my pussy, cold and unyielding, pressed tight enough that I feel it with every breath. When I walk, it shifts just slightly, the metal edge pressing into the crease of my hip. When I sit, it pushes forward, the weight of it settling against my pussy in a way that makes me want to squirm except squirming makes it worse. The belt frames everything, the steel running between my legs and up around my hips, holding tight against my pussy and locking me out of my own body. There’s no position where I don’t feel it. There’s no way to forget it’s there.
I pulled at the wrist shackles for a while, testing them. Twisting my hands, trying to slide them through, seeing if there was any give at all. There wasn’t. The steel is fitted close enough that my skin bunches up when I pull but doesn’t slide. The chain between them is short enough that I can’t bring my hands more than a few inches apart, which means I can’t reach my face and my lap at the same time. Every time I pulled, the sweatshirt stretched across my tits, the cotton pulling taut and then loosening as I gave up. I tried the ankle shackles next, pulling my feet apart, feeling the chain go taut and then snap back when I relaxed. My legs flexed with the effort, the gymnast muscle in my calves and thighs standing out as I strained against the chain. Same story. Solid, unforgiving, designed to remind me with every movement that I’m not in control of my own body right now.
The collar I can’t even test properly. It’s a rigid band, not a chain loop, and it sits flush against my skin all the way around. When I tilt my head back it presses into the base of my skull. When I look down it digs into my throat. When I turn my head it moves with me, smooth and cold, and I can feel my own pulse against the inside of it.
I moved to the mirror at some point, shuffling across the pink carpet in my chained steps. The reflection that looked back at me was ridiculous. Pink sweatshirt barely covering anything, riding up to show my stomach and the waist of the chastity belt. Blonde hair falling messily around the steel collar. Wrists chained in front of me, ankles chained together. The belt visible underneath the hem of the sweatshirt, the steel pressed tight against my pussy, the metal catching the afternoon light from the window. I looked like something out of a photo I’d scroll past on my phone, except it’s me and I can’t scroll past it. I stared at myself for a while, turning slowly, watching the chains swing and settle. The sweatshirt rides up when I move because I can’t pull it down without reaching past the wrist chain’s limit. My tits press against the fabric every time I breathe deeply, the cotton shifting and outlining them with each breath, and there’s nothing I can do to keep the sweatshirt in place. Everything is in motion, everything is shifting, and none of it is in my control.
The room is quiet except for the chains. Every movement I make is accompanied by the sound of metal on metal, the clink of the wrist chain, the drag of the ankle chain across carpet, the faint rattle of the collar’s attachment ring when I turn my head. I tried sitting still to make it stop, but sitting still means feeling everything. The cold press of steel against my pussy. The weight of the shackles on my wrists and ankles. The collar tight around my throat. The sweatshirt slowly sliding up my body because gravity and the chains won’t let me adjust it. Moving is uncomfortable. Not moving is worse.
I’ve tried four positions on the floor. Sitting with my back against the wall, legs out. Sitting with my back against the wall, knees pulled up. Lying on my side. Lying on my back with my hands resting on my stomach. Every single one has a problem. The wall position makes the collar press against my throat when I lean back and the sweatshirt bunches up under the steel, pressing against my tits. The knees-up position pulls the ankle chain tight and makes the shackles dig in, and the sweatshirt falls open at the neck because I can’t adjust it. On my side, the chastity belt’s edge pushes into my hip bone and the collar tilts and pinches, and the sweatshirt rides up past my waist, the pink cotton bunching uselessly while the steel belt stays locked tight against my pussy. On my back, the belt’s weight settles directly on my pussy and the wrist shackles press into my stomach, and the sweatshirt slides up until it’s bunched under my ribs, my tits visible under the strained fabric, rising and falling with every frustrated breath.
Three hours and thirty-two minutes now. I know because I’ve been counting the minutes since they left, marking time by the light shifting through the window. The sun is lower than it was. The room is getting that late afternoon warmth that would be pleasant if I could enjoy it, but the steel absorbs the heat slowly and unevenly, so now some parts of the shackles are warm from my skin and some parts are still cold. It’s a strange sensation, the uneven temperature, like the metal is alive and adjusting to me at its own pace. The chastity belt warms the slowest because it sits so tight against my pussy that there’s barely any air between the steel and my skin. It’s still cold there. It’s still reminding me.
I pull at the wrist chain again, not because I think it’ll work this time, but because the frustration needs somewhere to go. The chain rattles. The shackles hold. The sweatshirt pulls across my tits and falls back. The collar reminds me it’s there. The chastity belt presses cold and tight against my pussy, and I close my eyes and breathe and try to think about something else, but there’s nothing else to think about. There’s just this room and this metal and this body that isn’t mine right now and this weekend that hasn’t even really started yet.
